Just this once, I don't want people to say "BUT THERE ARE HAPPY THINGS THAT ARE CURRENTLY HAPPENING. YOU JUST DON'T NOTICE THEM."
That's the thing. I don't notice them because 1. I'm probably "dead" or "somewhere else" 2. Those happy things probably don't concern me at the moment. It is very selfish of me and I know I should be happy for other people's happiness, but wouldn't it be really odd if I just couldn't stop smiling and squealing and probably couldn't sleep because someone finally got that new shirt they've always wanted? I'll explain more in the next paragraph. Oh god I sound so selfish. 3. Sometimes, because of the lack of "happy things" actually happening to you, and the unfair amount of "happy things" happening to someone else, you just fail to notice many things because you seem to be swimming in a pool of envious depression. 4. I know there are happy things happening all around, but they're all different to some degree. Some make you go "aaww", some make you go "Oh wow", some make you go "HORREH FREAKING SHET -squeals-", and some make you cry.
Anyway, let's go back to number 2 because I just think I need to explain things. You see, the happiness you feel when someone experiences "happy things" and the happiness you feel when you're the one actually experiencing "happy things" aren't the same. The first one is more of a "THANK GOD ALLELUIA" feeling and the other one's more like "OH GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH UNIVERSE I FEEL SO GOOOOD". Uhm, do you get it or? I mean, it's normal to hurt a little bit when someone else is experiencing truck loads of happy things, like life's practically throwing it at their faces, and you're just... there, right?
Now this is the part where people would tell me "BUT THERE ARE HAPPY THINGS THAT ARE CURRENTLY HAPPENING. YOU JUST DON'T NOTICE THEM."
go back to paragraph number 2.
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